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I know we talked before but I can’t really talk next to a Tech Communications Officer.
I would never say that I wanted you here, in the middle of this warzone, but being able to touch your face before heading out would make me feel less heavy inside. I’ve talked with the crew and I know you always made fun of my speeches but I couldn’t let us march into the fray without giving them a last piece of my mind. But that’s the thing. It wasn’t the last piece. It all comes back to you. To your laugh. To your smile. To your eyes. I could never cry in front of my team, I need to be strong for them, for humanity and everyone else in this damn galaxy. God I miss you so much.
I still feel the lingering of your needle in my skin and the itching of the tattoo on my back. It sucks that I can’t see it unless I really work for it in front of a mirror… something that I don’t have right now. But anyone who sees this when I’m beneath a pile of rubble like you said, well, they’ll know I’m Jack’s guy.
I didn’t want to say it, but I feel like I need to be honest with you. When we went into the Omega 4 Relay, against all odds, I still thought we’d comeback from there alive. All of us. I thought about how I would invite you to my cabin and just lay in that bed for hours on end, caressing your skin, fumbling through your scars and just saying how much I cared about you and how beautiful you were. You’d punch me and call me lame and I’d pin you down while biotics flowed through our bodies and we’d make love. Love. I love you Jack.
But now? I think… I feel… Like this is it for me. I shouldn’t be telling you this, you want to get laid after it all and I’ll try to make it so but… I’ll try but god dammit I’m so tired you know? I’m so damn tired. I gave so much of me… to everyone and everything… but I got you. And if I do make it through this, you can beat the crap out of me for being a pussy, but just kiss me after to make it all better.
God, I miss you so much Jack. I love you.
Oh and um, say hi to Eezo for me. You still owe me a frying pan.
( Inspired by this amazing post [x] )
queenallie03 reblogged your post and added:
Ugh. Which is what I always do. I never romance…
I played as a soldier (level 46) and it definitely works with James and Garrus. Hmm, coming to think of it, maybe Shepard being a non-biotic is the prerequisite…
queenallie03 reblogged your photoset and added:
I have always wanted to hear this random chatter…
Basically, all I did to get it was to romance Kaidan (in this playthrough I had romanced him in ME1 as well) and take him along to Lessus Monastery… :)
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